maybe you’re worth the wait
It was once you, and I think it will always be you—for countless reasons.
I have been watching you for quite some time now. Of course there are times when I find it hard to gauge you; since you’re more like a puzzle to me. Sometimes, choosing you is not always the best option, but I’m still opted to.
I don't know. All I know is that even when It's hard to actually know the entirety of you; the outward and inward facets of your whole being, I'm still madly and unreasonably invested with the process of knowing you.
Maybe that's the thing about wanting someone. At times it was thoughtless but most times it was worth it.
So yes, if this is not love, then I don't know what is. It will never make sense if wanting you all along was just infatuation or some kind of immature-related phase of adulting.
Because truth be told, wanting you all throughout was never enough. I think I have liked you, and I know it from the very start until now. Same reason why I want to have you even more even when you're not yet ready—something that I truly understand.
I know we both have our priorities for now. We have so much obligation to do; goals to fulfill and things to enjoy alone. I want you to experience all of that for now. And I hope someday, maybe with me too.
May you never get tired of pursuing the things you love for now. May you fulfill all your goals as I watch you with firm belief that you can do it.
Just always know that I am here, and I have always been with you.
Certainly, you are worth the wait—all the time. I love you, silently.
